Drunkard!!!

Drunkard

She told me "drunkard"
i accepted her award
what was my fault
i was amazed with this reward
shockingly i was kept apart
from her dreams and part
i was rendered stand separated
my fault was still "awaited response"

After a long self-introspection
i found that fault is not actually fault
it was illusion what was i believing in
what was captivating me, irreversibly
i was inside the plot, which was horribly bad
it was not me, it was gullible heart
which was melted with critical need
need which she and i both were wanting
whatever it had a severe end, i was left
a vacuous explanation was reckoned thereby
i was making her feel annoyed
finally she thought and gave a title "Drunkard".....

I am not drunkard, you can look into my eyes..