My dear love!!!

My life is getting intoxicated,
Isshh!!! intangible poison is spreading...
through veins, via- veins it is dominating..
i am down with fever, which is escalating
holdings my eyes closed, do not wanna run cold,
rarely it happens, but giving me divine feeling
what is that which is still, i am missing
actually, someone is willing, 
but one,s motion is getting trembling
making me feeling scared if i am bad
no, if it is so, then no one is good
i pray to my God,
for our being oneness.